Updated: Feb 9, 2021
I believe that the Universe is always sending us messages through our traumas & pain. I heard some whispers & then the volume went to the max with this situation. I’m still uncovering the reasons & why it had to yell so loud. For me, it’s never ‘why me’... I always stay curious. It’s why did this happen & where is my journey taking me after the sharpest turn. Something else that tends to stay loud, if we choose, is kindness--it speaks volumes.
Expressing the utmost gratitude to Infusio Frankfurt for being the only treatment center to stay hopeful & work incredibly hard to cure my father. Along the way, as those who’ve experienced being a caregiver know, it’s debilitating. My mom & I got very ill while taking care of my dad in Germany & if it wasn’t for Infusio's kindesss in offering us treatment too, we wouldn’t have found the strength to continue caring for him. If one of us goes in, then we all go through it, to an extent.
I am so thankful that I was given an opportunity that not many are & that was to take care of my father when he needed it most. Only the three of us know what went down & that is something that I will always cherish. I wouldn't change a second of it, but with that, I don't have the control to do so anyway. I choose to honor the things that we do have control over, as well as the things that we do not. I choose gratitude, kindness, compassion & love.